Kicked in the face for 12 hours by myself
I think i saw you … in an ice cream parlour. Drinking mil shakes cold and long. Smiling and waving and looking so fine. I don't think you knew you were in this song. So what do you think ? Think i am an asshole ? I may as well be, at least i feel like one. I also feel beat up. Outcast. Alone. Lonely. Angry. Sad. Complicated. Troubled. Mad. Calm. Sad again. Lonely still. Cast aside. I want to feel you, i want to feel that i belong. But i somehow don't. I feel being misunderstood. I feel pain. Ther is a hole in my heart the size of a truck. And why? I don't know, there is no apparent reason, only i can tell this by hints in my soul, but you don't see this. You don't want to. You never asked. You - people around me, i feel that i am surrounded but am alone at the same time. I need a smile, a touch a warm understanding word. One word. Words matter. Words matter because they express ones thoughts, and what is more powerful than a thought. I feel like going mad, like going out of my mind. And the funniest thing is - nobody even notices or knows the reason. I don't even know there is one. Maybe there is, but this belongs to me. If You know, then i thank you. See me, feel me, touch me … heal me.
| date | name | ip | content | |
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| 22-02-2004@22:51 | scs | none | not detected | taa tikai tu domaa, daargo noot, ka ne1 neko nedomaa, nejuut, neredz, necer, nemiil, atkal nedomaa, neveelas un neskumst un nepriecaajas vienlaikus…es nezinu, vai tas tev kaut ko noziimee (man gan), bet domas (arii) par tevi sastaada teju 70 procentus manas ikdienas… un tas ir daudz! :) cheer up, don`t let yourself down. |
| 22-02-2004@23:36 | kurshcits | none | not detected | bija slikti. nu ir labak. varbut ir ka tu saki, bet velos sajust. velos vienreiz teikt pigs on the wing part two has come alive. ceru. ceriba nemirst. darishu visu kaut viss paliktu labi gan man gan citiem. ari tev. |